How God Gave John Dozier
a Heart for the Heart of the Heart
The Story of the Stone
When I was a little boy I had the unfortunate experience of having to constantly escape from "the perfect storm" of criticism, shame and anonymity in my own home. One way I would hide and harden my heart from the wounding was to have some imaginative fun and play in the creek in front of our home. It was a wide and lengthy creek with lots of places to play and be unseen and protected by the dense woods and undergrowth. It was my own private world. Or so I thought…
Who is John Dozier?
John O. Dozier, Jr. is gifted with discernment, exhortation, wisdom, and serving; "redeemed to redeem" in order to serve up a banquet of ways to help transform the heart, and help bring about Christ-centered reformation, revival, and constructive revolution so that God will be glorified, His people blessed, and the culture impacted for Good.
My favorite things to do in the creek were talking to my imaginary friends, building dams, and breaking rocks. In fact, I became very adept at breaking all sorts and shapes of rocks. I would break them into the largest pieces possible so I could see what cool shapes, colors, and sparkly things were inside. As I learned much later in my life, by breaking rocks and looking inside, my deepest needs and hopes were to find something beautiful, sparkly and treasured inside my own stony heart—which had become as hardened and compartmentalized as the flinty-hard stone pictured here.
When I was about 11 years old, I carefully positioned a hard, deep reddish-maroon colored rock on top of a larger "anvil rock" and broke it perfectly in half. To my absolute amazement, one half of the rock revealed the miraculous shape seen in the very same rock pictured here! I immediately ran home and showed it to my family. We all agreed that the nearly free-standing shape inside the perfectly rectangular cavern in the stone was a "window". Yes, a window. For many years I kept the rock in a safe place and never paid much more attention to it.
At the age of thirty-one—after I had become a Christian—I took the rock out of its storage place. At that moment I immediately saw the shape as it really was—a cross. Over the years, I had completely forgotten that we ever called the shape in the stone a window. How could something be so obvious at one point in my life, and be so completely different at another? I believe there is only one answer: I was different. I had radically changed. And God had a special and marvelous plan for my story… to impact other’s story with the same Good News and mercies I had received from God. What do you see in the stone? A window into your heart? Or the cross of Christ within? Perhaps your answer is both. Or neither… The answer might depend on the nature of your own story and your present heart and life circumstances.
Today I believe in the core of my being that God gave me a very special and miraculous gift that day as I played in the creek. God gave me the gift of a window into my heart that revealed something very special inside: a lovable, unspeakably valuable, and treasured little boy of inestimable worth. He also gave me the unmerited and grace-full gift of the cross in my heart as it would appear in my adult life after my heart had been broken apart, redeemed, and born-again by Jesus Christ—and some of His loving follower-friends of mine.
God gave me the astounding gift of redeeming the pain and suffering of my past and providentially taking this opportunity to tell you this story of my wounded, hardened and redeemed heart so that it might be a story of remembering, hope, exhortation, and encouragement to all the people God providentially places in my life.
I know more deeply and profoundly than ever that God redeems and softens all of the hardened parts of our hearts by…
- Regeneration, conversion and faith in Jesus Christ as Savior and Lord
- His Word in Holy Scriptures
- His “still small voice”
- the Person of the Holy Spirit
- deeply painful and joyous circumstances that can be used by God
- the messengers God sends in the form of our closest relationships and complete strangers
- the community of The Church (The Body of Christ)
- the Sacraments
- the act of providing the reason for our faith to anyone God puts in our life
- Christ-like service, compassion and comfort to others in need—especially orphans, widows, the poor, and the marginalized and disenfranchised.
These dynamics transform a stony heart into a heart of flesh so that we might have a heart more like the heart of Jesus Christ. Are there people in your life whom you love enough to help them remember the nature and value of their own personal story, the true nature of their heart? How well do you know your own personal story and how God is using the most intimate details of your story to ignite His purpose and passion for your life and the lives of others?
"Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, SO THAT we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God." (2 Corinthians 1:3-7)
"TODAY, if you hear God’s voice, (please) do not harden your heart…" (Psalm 95:7-8). Please seek to embrace the fact that when weeping of any kind or deep joy occurs in your life God, by means of the person of the Holy Spirit, has opened a window into your heart, so that you can better see the way to love God more; to have a heart more like Jesus'; to have a greater sense of urgency; and be more loving and proactively involved with the people God has providentially placed in your midst.
Offered in deep respect and whole- and hopeful-hearted love and truth, John O. Dozier, Jr.
